In the beginning of my senior year, my first period was English 4 Honors and there is this really cute guy that sat behind me. I'm not going to say his name just for the sake of it. Well he notices me because him and I talk everyday during class. We become good friends.
Fast forwarding to this present day on November 25, 2017. About 2 days ago around 11:30 at night he calls me talking about relationships and how he thinks I am very attractive and so called "hot". Yes I freaked out a little because I was not expect that of course. He goes on saying he wanted him and I to go on a date to see if we both have anything in common and if we do we can sure as hell date. But if we don't then we will just have to stay friends.
Present day: I woke up this morning so excited for this date. I mean I still couldn't get the thought that he wanted to go on a date with me. Now mind you I had to be the one to plan the actually date. So my mom, aunt and I all go shopping this morning and I find some really cute tops to wear for school and maybe for today. Well when we get home from shopping, I quickly eat lunch and then start to get ready for my date with I guy I think is super attractive and handsome. Well it takes me about 2 hours just to get ready. I thought i looked so good and cute for this date. By the time he arrived to my house i was ready to go. We get into his truck and we drive 25 minutes just to get Starbucks. We talk on the way there and keep the conversation going for a while. So after we both get our drinks, we go sit and talk. We talked for a good hour and a half to 2 hours. Him and I just talked about our past relationships, our biggest pet peeves about things and just normal but great conversations. I couldn't stop looking at him. His eyes are so pretty. He was so handsome, and that hair was everything. Now this is where the story starts getting twisted and quite interesting.
Present day: I woke up this morning so excited for this date. I mean I still couldn't get the thought that he wanted to go on a date with me. Now mind you I had to be the one to plan the actually date. So my mom, aunt and I all go shopping this morning and I find some really cute tops to wear for school and maybe for today. Well when we get home from shopping, I quickly eat lunch and then start to get ready for my date with I guy I think is super attractive and handsome. Well it takes me about 2 hours just to get ready. I thought i looked so good and cute for this date. By the time he arrived to my house i was ready to go. We get into his truck and we drive 25 minutes just to get Starbucks. We talk on the way there and keep the conversation going for a while. So after we both get our drinks, we go sit and talk. We talked for a good hour and a half to 2 hours. Him and I just talked about our past relationships, our biggest pet peeves about things and just normal but great conversations. I couldn't stop looking at him. His eyes are so pretty. He was so handsome, and that hair was everything. Now this is where the story starts getting twisted and quite interesting.
So after him and I finish our conversation at Starbucks him and I walk around target a bit and then get back to his truck and he drives me home. Now in my head I was thinking wow he is such a great guy and really nice and super sweet. Caring. Well NOT what actually happened. He stops at my house says bye and that's it....
About an hour later once I change and get my self comfortable i get a snap chat from him and it says exactly this: "Do you wanna hook up". When i read that i wanted to cry and punch a frekin wall so bad. I was angry at him for leading me on this entire time when i am SURE all he ever wanted all this time was to hook up. First i leave him on read and he Snap chats me back again saying "So no?" and i said "no" the last thing he said to me was "okay. Good idea". I just left him on read.
The fact that he called me attractive and hot, and wanted to go on a date with me, and i fell for his stupid silly games, i feel incredibly stupid right now.
The fact that he called me attractive and hot, and wanted to go on a date with me, and i fell for his stupid silly games, i feel incredibly stupid right now.
Why is it that guys think that it's okay to play games with us girls. I mean I have liked this kid for such a long time and it just find how funny where your crush turn out to be a complete asshole.
The next morning: I wake up this morning to a snapchat from him saying "hey so how do you think the date went" And i responded "i think it went fine". Now i will for sure talk to him about what he said to me yesterday because it made me very upset and I found it disrespectful towards me or any woman in that matter.
At the end of the day i have come to a conclusion. Boys, well they are not worth our time. Being disrespectful towards a woman like that. Not okay. We need to be treated right. We don't need a man to make us happy. We can make ourselves happy. Us woman need to stay together and stay strong.
We girls are infinity. Don't you forget that now
At the end of the day i have come to a conclusion. Boys, well they are not worth our time. Being disrespectful towards a woman like that. Not okay. We need to be treated right. We don't need a man to make us happy. We can make ourselves happy. Us woman need to stay together and stay strong.
We girls are infinity. Don't you forget that now
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